where have I been?

Ok so its obvious that I am not a very disciplined blogger!

I am actually not very disciplined generally... though friends may argue, I promise that any appearance of discipline is a guise to appease the Capricorn moon that tortures me nonstop!

These past few days have been very emotional as I try to cope without my usual support...I wonder if I am truly my own authority and get to decide what is right and wrong for me or if those rationalizations keep me going as I waste time not moving toward my destiny...am I where I am supposed to be on my path or am I delaying myself due to fear of my own greatness?

I am going to a yoga training called Mind and Meditation in October in Austin with my teachers and my community in hopes of understanding my own resistance to doing what I know is right...